Tonight my left eye is pulsating with a fierce vengence against my two days of fairly decent life.Â I’ve tried to not take anything for the migraines the past week internally, relying upon heat, cold, and tiger balm.Â Sleeping them off seems to be the best thing.Â I took a short nap before going out to play trivia with some friends but it didn’t help.Â I even tried drinking caffeinated soda but no luck.Â Sigh.
I have a lot of pictures over the past few years ever since I got a digital camera.Â Sometimes when I have my screensaver on random I look back and think, that is when I was headache-free.Â Other times I look at how fat I was.Â :DÂ I think to 2003 to determine what I changed in my life to start these headaches and nothing comes up.Â It’s very strange.Â I rarely use my cell phone, so it can’t be RF interference (i.e. cell phone cancer).Â I don’t sit next to the microwave.Â I don’t inhale toxic mold.Â I don’t do drugs (well illegal ones) and I don’t each strange exotic foods.Â I have even kept a food diary, changed my diet, and stopped smoking regularly.Â Nothing seems to affect the headaches.Â Even my neurologist is stumped.
The even stranger thing is that I was headache free for a few months last year and took myself off of Topamax as I’ve mentioned.Â Weirdness is all I can equate it too.Â Heck, I’ve even checked on moon and solar cycles.Â Nada in common.
I’m hoping to change my daily surroundings sometime soon with a different job.Â I wonder if something in the building there has caused a buildup of some toxin (probably stress).Â I need a change of some sort and that may be it!Â I also need to get my annual eye checkup and this time I am going to go to an eye doctor, not someone in the mall.Â Wouldn’t that be crazy if it were my left eye this whole time with some weird thing the 10 minute exam never caught?